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FUCK!!!!

My usb is dead. No little flashing blue light when I plug it in. No recognition from my laptop. And it's not the port, I checked.

Last night I fell asleep on the couch again with my laptop on my lap and I must've knocked it around a fair bit cos when I woke up, both the usb wireless modem and my usb drive were bent upwards.

Actually...my poor usb drive has already been bent from an unfortunate time when I walked into it while it was plugged into a tower CPU sitting on the ground. But it still worked! Now it seems that it's finally carked it....and at the worst possible time. Y'see normally I always have a folder on my laptop labelled "usb backup" which is a regularly updated copy of everything on this magical stick. BUT that folder is currently empty cos I temporarily deleted it to make room to test a large program. EMPTY!!!

I am freaking out and oh so angry because this month has been so insane with badness that this little thing has just like....completely tipped me over the edge. Not only did it have important information on it but it held some stuff of extreme sentimental value!!!

I am going to see if I can get it fixed (don't care about the cost, I'll pay anything to get that data back) but it's unlikely cos it's from some shitty foreign company and most likely, even if they did, it would just be a reset and all the data would be wiped. -_- Crying...

There was one folder there which I had told myself to delete a thousand times - that my friends had told me to delete a thousand times. But I couldn't bring myself to. And now it seems fate may have forcefully taken it from me - along with like...half my academic year. T_T

Can my life possibly get any shittier?!?!

....actually...don't answer that. *touches wood*

Var sent a postcard on 6/28/2008

 

I have spent so much time feeling bitter about what I have lost and what I don't have that I have been completely neglecting the things that I do have.

I am so sorry. Thank you for being here for me when everyone else turned their backs and left me behind.

Var sent a postcard on 6/19/2008